Another week down. 2012 is almost over and I really can't wait for 2013. Stuff happened (or rather, stuff didn't happen) this week that was pretty lame. Christmas, my birthday...pretty eventful week I guess.
4th tally for Madina Lake, 1st tally for Now Or Never
Now Or Never - Madina Lake
I remember when you told me, I should live like I'm dying and not to close my eyes while everything burns.
6th tally for You, Me, And Everyone We Know, 1st tally for I'd Be More Interested If You Were Already Spoken For
I'd Be More Interested If You Were Already Spoken For - You, Me, And Everyone We Know
Cross your fingers and hope he buys all the shit you feed him.
2nd tally for Less Than Jake, 1st tally for Overrated (Everything Is)
Overrated (Everything Is) - Less Than Jake
Maybe I'm jaded and bored, always looking for more. Wait around for the next big fix. I know I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, but I couldn't care less. Don't know what it would take to change me. Everybody's so afraid to be different. Please, excuse me now if I don't get it. I think sex is overrated, so is always getting wasted. Designer drugs and dead-end jobs and classic rock is so outdated.
1st tally for Fort Minor, 1st tally for Where'd You Go
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
Now, you only stop by every once and a while. Shit, I find myself just filling my time with anything to keep the thought of you from my mind. I'm doing fine and I'm planning to keep it that way. You can call me if you find you have something to say. And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at time's debating.
6th tally for Plain White T's, 3rd tally for Hate (I Really Don't Like You)
Hate (I Really Don't Like You) - Plain White T's
Thought that everything was perfect. Isn't that how it's supposed to be? Thought you thought I was worth it. Now, I think a little differently. All I wanted was your love.
44th tally for All Time Low, 6th tally for Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass
Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass - All Time Low
I gave you my all but our love hit a wall.
10th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 2nd tally for Dry Your Eyes
Dry Your Eyes - Angels & Airwaves
I'm not for this and all you ever do is stall. I am so damn sick of trying and now we are fucked because we've wrecked it all.
Every week I go back and forth on whether or not I'm gonna do this. Late Tuesday night was the day I decided I'd go ahead and start posting it. If there's ever a week where music doesn't supremely help me out then I guess that's when I'll stop. Somehow, I don't think that's gonna happen. Everyone would hate me if I didn't have music. I'd be one emotional prick.
6th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Art Is Dead
Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham
My drug's attention. I am an addict.
63rd tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for MH 4.18.2011
MH 4.18.2011 - Blink-182
Hold strong when everything you loved is gone.
64th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Pretty Little Girl
Pretty Little Girl - Blink-182
I'm raising my voice, you raise it up more. We forget that our lives have been apart, it is hard. We thought we are close, but it still feels far. And we learn to get by if we learn to have scars. We learn to forgive and accept who we are. You said if you break my heart then I'll change your mind. And I'll do it again. If you play the part then I will play mine. And I'll do it again. If we miss the mark, if we hold on tight. We'll be there to do it again.
4th tally for Zebrahead, 1st tally for Girlfriend
Girlfriend - Zebrahead
I like that this song gives me an excuse to sing 'Girlfriend.'
5th tally for Zebrahead, 1st tally for All I Want For Christmas
All I Want For Christmas - Zebrahead
I guess this is my unofficial Christmas songs week.
1st tally for The Audition, 1st tally for Basbhat
Basbhat - The Audition
(No Youtube video for the song)
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I've been misguided by you, I've been mistreated too. If you think I'm gonna take it, no. Thought you had me tied up by a string. On the side, something I've been wanting. Said you're leaving, but to my defense, I was never alone. And I won't ever let this go. This is the path, the life I chose.
2nd tally for The Audition, 1st tally for Let Me Know
Let Me Know - The Audition
If we're gonna make it, please, you gotta let me know, know. 'Cause I'm gonna take it as far as you're willing to go, go. And why can't we just meet in the middle?
1st tally for Fun., 1st tally for Some Nights
Some Nights - Fun.
Some nights, I wish that this all would end 'cause I could use some friends for a change. And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again. Some nights, I always win, I always win. But, I still wake up, I still see your ghost. Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for. What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know. So, this is it? I sold my soul for this? Washed my hands of that for this? I miss my mom and dad for this? No, when I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are. When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on. Well, that is it, guys, that is all. Five minutes in and I'm bored again. Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands. This one is not for the folks at home. Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go. Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun?
6th tally for The Used, 1st tally for Alone This Holiday
Alone This Holiday - The Used
Maybe light a candle. Don't say a prayer for me. Feel alone, 'cause I'm gone.
43rd tally for All Time Low, 5th tally for Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass
Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass - All Time Low
So sick of calling. You won't telephone me. No, fuck you girl, I'm going out. I gave you my all, but our love hit a wall. Now, I'm jingle bell'ing and everyone's yelling. We'll drink 'til the bars shut us down. Ain't that just what Christmas is all about? And I hope you're happy with yourself, 'cause I'm not laughing. Don't you think it's so damn trashy what you did this holiday? I gave you my heart, you ripped it apart like the wrapping paper trash. So, I wrote you a song, hope that you sing-along. Here it goes. Merry Christmas, bitch, kiss my ass.
14th tally for Sugarcult, 1st tally for Crashing Down
Crashing Down - Sugarcult
I've got nothing that I hide except for what's inside. I keep it all locked up in this prison we call love. I'm suffocating. We come crashing down every time we go this far again. We come tumbling down.
I cannot even begin to describe the amount of music I listened to this week. The All-American Rejects, Fall Out Boy and Paramore? This is what happens when you're re-stocking your iTunes, apparently you have nostalgiagasms when you come across the music you used to listen to in high school.
We pray for the worst things. Making presidential threats when the phone would ring to prove no one in the sky or behind the lines cares we're alive. Over-thinking again.
4th tally for The All-American Rejects, 1st tally for Her Name Rhymes With Mindy
Her Name Rhymes With Mindy - The All-American Rejects
I wrote this song to get you out of my mind but since I did, I think about you all the time. This is for the girl who defines beauty.
62nd tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Boxing Day
Boxing Day - Blink-182
I'm empty like the day after Christmas.
15th tally for Brand New, 1st tally for The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot - Brand New
It hurts to hold on but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
1st tally for Shiny Toy Guns, 1st tally for Finale/Reprise
Finale/Reprise - Shiny Toy Guns
My dearest friend, if you don't mind, I'd like to join you by your side where we can gaze into the stars and sit together now and forever. For it is plain as anyone can see, we're simply meant to be.
1st tally for Dropkick Murphys, 1st tally for I'm Shipping Up To Boston
I'm Shipping Up To Boston - Dropkick Murphys
This song is about a pirate going to Boston or something. I already went through my Johnny Depp phase five or six years ago. Sorry.
1st tally for Paramore, 1st tally for Emergency
Emergency - Paramore
I used to have a thing for Hayley.
2nd tally for Paramore, 1st tally for Misery Business
Misery Business - Paramore
I still kind of have a thing for Hayley.
42nd tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for Coffee Shop Soundtrack
Coffee Shop Soundtrack - All Time Low
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing. The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here.
33rd tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for Skinny, Mean Man
Skinny, Mean Man - Say Anything
On your knees in his downtrodden shit-eating grin of a room. If only you'd meet me here soon. If only you'd start breathing, I'd court you exclusively.
5th tally for Fall Out Boy, 2nd tally for Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy
Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy - Fall Out Boy
You need him, I could be him. I could be an accident, but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe, he won't find out what I know. You were the last good thing about this part of town
1st tally for Kanye West, 1st tally for All of the Lights
All of the Lights - Kanye West
If you want it, you can get it for the rest of your life.
4th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Oh Bo
Oh Bo - Bo Burnham
I spot a little Latino, booty so big call it Oprah's ego. We go to it, through it, she says "Dios mia mi amigo!" Pull it out, stick it in your mouth and I bust in the back of ya'. Swallow, bitch, there's people starving in Africa. Single every single day. Do it every single way. Make the single ladies say "Oh, bo." And if I were gay, though I swear, I'm straight, I'd make the fellas say...
5th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for I'm Bo Yo
I'm Bo Yo - Bo Burnham
I'm like Doug's friend Skeeter whenever I meet her 'cause I skeet her so hard you could call her Patty Mayonnaise.
5th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Young
Young - Hollywood Undead
We will fight or we will fall, 'til the angels save us all. We are young, but we have heart. Born in this world as it all falls apart.
6th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Hear Me Now
Hear Me Now - Hollywood Undead
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest. I keep searching for something that I never seem to find, but maybe I won't because I left it all behind. Now, I'm stuck with this and that'll never change. Always a part of me until the very last day. Where to go from here? What road to travel on? I spent my whole life choosing and I always chose wrong. Will I try to have the will to be alive? Will I try because I've never seen the light? Blow it to the ground and it's now you see, you spent your whole life taking the best of me. Where'd you go? Where's your home? How'd you end up all alone? Can you hear me now? There's no light, there's no sound. Hard to breathe when you're underground.
30th tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for About Falling
About Falling - Say Anything
I don't really even care if I'm alone now and I don't really give a damn about falling in love. Falling in love. Body burdened by my heavy heart of stone now.
31st tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for The Futile
The Futile - Say Anything
Shit, nothing makes sense. So, I won't think about it. I'll go with the ignorance. Eat, sleep, fuck and flee - in four words, that's me. I am full of indifference.
32nd tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for Have At Thee!
Have At Thee! - Say Anything
She'll never let me down again. So, I'll go out and get crunk with my friends. My own brand of medicine. Defecate on the lawns of the Barbie's and Ken's. She made me want to take the blade to my skin and tear out the machine she installed from within. I'll blow her love away. She drives me insane.
58th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Even if She Falls
Even If She Falls- Blink-182
Always sharp and cold. Always beautiful. I am such a fool.
59th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Feeling This
Feeling This - Blink-182
This place was never the same again after you came and went. How can you say you meant anything different to anyone standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night we met. Look to the past and remember and smile and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep, but then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you. Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna.
60th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Obvious
Obvious - Blink-182
I saw you again. I know you fucked him again. Can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge? Are you leaving me here with the taste of the end? At times like these, it's obvious.
61st tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Untitled
Untitled - Blink-182
Just as things change, as well my feelings do. In time things rearrange. I am so sick of chasing you. But, what do I get? 'Cause I just seem to lose. You make me regret those times I spent with you and playing those games as I wait for your call. And now I give up, so goodbye and so long.
2nd tally for B.o.B.1st tally for The Kids
The Kids - B.o.B.
Sometimes it's hard to grow while living in fear of the unknown. How can he ever give love when no love is in his heart? A child can barely see that I do worry about tomorrow and what it beholds. He drowns himself deep down in his sorrow. Will you run or will you share your light? Tell a story of the live and try. See it when we're given hope that we know that we can grow. We're trapped inside the matrix. Forced to play our hand. We're filled with so much hatred, the kids don't stand a chance. I said the kids don't, the kids don't stand, the kids don't stand a chance.
7th tally for Four Year Strong, 5th tally for Fairweather Fan
Fairweather Fan - Four Year Strong
Just give me one, one good reason to forgive you of your treason. You turned your back, you ran away at the first sign of light of a brand new day.
41st tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for The Reckless And The Brave
The Reckless And The Brave - All Time Low
Long live the reckless and the brave. I don't think I want to be saved. My song has not been sung. So, long live us.
16th tally for Childish Gambino, 1st tally for Break (AOTL)
1st tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for Small Town
Small Town - Hoodie Allen
Grand Theft Auto when your heart like Niko. Trying to meet your mother like I'm Jason Segel.
2nd tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for The Chase is On
The Chase is On - Hoodie Allen
I would rather kick it and do nothing like a mallrat. Never Kel Mitchell, but baby I swear I'm all that.
3rd tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for Passin' Me By in '09
Passin' Me By in '09 - Hoodie Allen
She keeps on passing me by.
4th tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for #WhiteGirlProblems
#WhiteGirlProblems - Hoodie Allen
White girl problems, all over the world. What we gonna do with these girls? Yo, here's some famous people that have them. Taylor Swift got white girl problems. Mandy Moore got white girl problems. Kobe Bryant got white girl problems. Kanye West got white girl problems. Michael Phelps got white girl problems. The cast of Friends got white girl problems. All of y'all got white girl problems.
5th tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for No Faith in Brooklyn
No Faith in Brooklyn - Hoodie Allen
We should take a walk some day, dream about what we could of been. But, I don't wanna leave this place.
4th tally for Kid Cudi, 1st tally for The Prayer
The Prayer - Kid Cudi
All the while, 'til I'm gone, make my words important so if I slip away, if I die today, the last thing you remember won't be about some apple bottom jeans with the boots with the fur.
1st tally for Chingy, 1st tally for Right Thurr
Right Thurr - Chingy
RIP in peace Chingy
1st tally for Mike Jones, 1st tally for Badd
Badd - Mike Jones
I need a dime that's top of the line. Cute face, small waist, and a big behind.
38th tally for All Time Low, 4th tally for Time-Bomb
Time-Bomb - All Time Low
Got my heart in your hands, like a time-bomb ticking. It goes off, we start again. When it breaks, we fix it. Got your heart in my hands, like a time-bomb ticking. We should know better, but we won't let go. It was like a time-bomb set into motion. We knew that we were destined to explode and if I have to pull you out of the wreckage, you know I'm never gonna let you let me go. Like a time-bomb. Gonna lose it, let's defuse it. Baby, we're like a time-bomb, but I need it. Wouldn't have it any other way.
39th tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for A Daydream Away
A Daydream Away - All Time Low
You're just a daydream away, I wouldn't know what to say if I had you and I'll keep you a daydream away. Just watch from a safe place, so I never have to lose.
40th tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for Heroes
Heroes - All Time Low
Not gonna miss you when you're dead and gone. Not gonna talk about you over and over and over. Not gonna file you under latest nostalgia or happily ever after. Not gonna listen to your played-out songs. Don't wanna think about you over and over and over. Not gonna read about the latest fads on your trendy blog. I want nothing to do with that. 'Cause you've made a mess of everything and I'm not listening You're not a hero, you're a liar. You're not a savior, you're a vampire. Sucking the life out of all the friends you've ever known. You're just a train wreck, not a winner. Up on your soapbox preaching down to the sinners.
1st tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for My Whole Family
My Whole Family - Bo Burnham
My whole family thinks I'm gay. I guess, it's always been that way. Maybe, it's 'cause of the way that I walk, makes them think I like...boys.
2nd tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Words,Words, Words
Words, Words, Words - Bo Burnham
Fucked a girl in an apple orchard then came in cider. I thought AIDS was a butt-virus like conjunction junction conjunctivitis. I spit gold bars 'cause I was molested by my Uncle Midas. Gay days blow pops, another sucker. Oedipus was the first motherfucker.
3rd tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Catholic Rap
Catholic Rap - Bo Burnham
In the back, I sit and I nod to the beats that are bumpin' from my iPod. My God, they're starting to pray and over the music I can hear them say "Dear God, dear Lord. Dear vague muscular man with a beard or a sword." Dear good all seeing being, my way or the highway Yahweh. The blue balled anti-masturbator. The great all-loving faggot hater. I'd like to thank your holy might for making me both rich and white and though this is your day of rest. I come to you with one request. There's so much pain beyond this steeple. Wars and drugs and homeless people. Sadness where there should be joy. Hate and rape and Soulja Boy. A world in darkness needs your light. So, I'm sure your schedule's pretty tight. But, my dog just had surgery, if you could fix that first? Jesus?
57th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Go
Go - Blink-182
Why do evil men get away with it? Can't you see that I'm in a world of shit? Turn your back on hope and go back inside. Stop my bleeding heart and let the engine die. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know.
1st tally for Taylor Swift, 1st tally for We Are Never Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Getting Ever Back TogEver
9th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 1st tally for Dry Your Eyes
Dry Your Eyes - Angels & Airwaves
I'm not for this and all you ever do is stall. I am so damn sick of trying and now we are fucked 'cause we've wrecked it all. I will not save you. So, dry your eyes, get on your feet, don't pretend to cry or fix you and I. Yeah, we're here again. So, follow me in. Today is the day it ends. I can't complain, it's been good - not great. But, the time flew by. It came from behind, it was flying. It was hard to hold on every time we'd fight and thought it would end - it's exhausting. It left cracks that would grow in and out of mine and into your heart like a virus. It would crawl and would crawl and we lay there blind. It broke you and I.
54th tally for Blink-182, 2nd tally for Always
Always - Blink-182
I've been here before a few times and I'm quite aware we're dying.
55th tally for Blink-182, 10th tally for After Midnight
After Midnight - Blink-182
I can't find the best in all of this, but I'm always looking out for you. 'Cause you're the one I miss and it's driving me crazy. Bite your lips, your word's a robbery. Do you grin inside? You're killing me. All along we talked of forever, I kind of think that we won't get better. It's the longest start, but the end's not too far away. Did you know, I'm here to stay?
56th tally for Blink-182, 5th tally for Wishing Well
Wishing Well - Blink-182
I reached for a shooting star. It burned a hole through my hand.
6th tally for Good Charlotte, 2nd tally for Counting The Days
Counting The Days - Good Charlotte
Four letter words are all you said, five minutes later we're in bed. Can't count on you to love me but I can count the days since you've been gone.
5th tally for Plain White T's, 3rd tally for Fireworks
Fireworks - Plain White T's
I know you know it can't get much better. Fireworks flying whenever we're together. I know, you know, I know, you know, I know know know you know know know you know know that I know you love me.
10th tally for New Found Glory, 2nd tally for All Downhill From Here
All Downhill From Here - New Found Glory
You contradict the fact that you still want me around and it's all downhill from here.
3rd tally for Kid Cudi, 3rd tally for Pursuit of Happiness
Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi
You don't really care about the trials of tomorrow. Rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow. I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold. I'll be fine, once I get it. I'll be good.
4th tally for The Starting Line, 4th tally for Ready
Ready - The Starting Line
I've been waiting for answers, dancing in circles, making me sick. I've been chained like a tiger to hundreds of liars all holding hands. Gonna get ready, gonna get ready. Now, I'm calling all the time, all I wanted was a little bit of time to try, try to get up. I'm gonna get up. All they wanted was a little bit of time for me to clear my head, to clear my head.
1st tally for Rancid, 1st tally for Fall Back Down
Fall Back Down - Rancid
I've had a bad year, a lot to go through. I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue. She's not the one coming back for you, she's not the one coming back for you. If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again. If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend. If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again. If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend. It takes disaster to learn a lesson.
6th tally for Weezer, 1st tally for Memories
Memories - Weezer
All the memories make me want to go back there, back there. All the memories, how can we make it back there, back there? I want to be there again.
1st tally for Dexys Midnight Runners, 1st tally for Come On Eileen
Come On Eileen - Dexys Midnight Runners
I will not dignify the inclusion of this song this week with lyrics
1st tally for Josip On Deck, 1st tally for Mai Waifu
Mai Waifu - Josip On Deck
Damn, I love my waifu. Damn I, damn I love my waifu.
42nd tally for A Day To Remember, 4th tally for You Be Tails, I'll Be Sonic
You Be Tails, I'll Be Sonic - A Day To Remember
You killed what was left of the good in me. I'm tired, so let me be broken. Look down at the mess that's in front of me. No other words need to be spoken and I've got nobody else to blame, though I tried. Kept all of our past mistakes held inside. I'll live with regret for my whole life.
29th tally for Say Anything, 3rd tally for Death For My Birthday
Death For My Birthday - Say Anything
I want death, death for my birthday. I want death, death in the worst way. I want death, death for my birthday. Don't get me wrong, 'cause I love life but life has a boyfriend.
37th tally for All Time Low, 4th tally for Forget About It
Forget About It - All Time Low
You know, there are some days where I really feel like this could work. Like, you and I are finally gonna get it right. Then, there are days like today, when you make me wanna tear my fucking hair out. 'Cause I feel like a bad joke.
