Songs of the Week

Every week I go back and forth on whether or not I'm gonna do this.  Late Tuesday night was the day I decided I'd go ahead and start posting it.  If there's ever a week where music doesn't supremely help me out then I guess that's when I'll stop.  Somehow, I don't think that's gonna happen.  Everyone would hate me if I didn't have music.  I'd be one emotional prick.

Songs Tally

6th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Art Is Dead

Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham

My drug's attention.  I am an addict.

63rd tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for MH 4.18.2011

MH 4.18.2011 - Blink-182

Hold strong when everything you loved is gone.

64th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Pretty Little Girl

Pretty Little Girl - Blink-182

I'm raising my voice, you raise it up more. We forget that our lives have been apart, it is hard. We thought we are close, but it still feels far. And we learn to get by if we learn to have scars. We learn to forgive and accept who we are. You said if you break my heart then I'll change your mind. And I'll do it again. If you play the part then I will play mine. And I'll do it again. If we miss the mark, if we hold on tight. We'll be there to do it again.

4th tally for Zebrahead, 1st tally for Girlfriend

Girlfriend - Zebrahead

I like that this song gives me an excuse to sing 'Girlfriend.'

5th tally for Zebrahead, 1st tally for All I Want For Christmas

All I Want For Christmas - Zebrahead

I guess this is my unofficial Christmas songs week.

1st tally for The Audition, 1st tally for Basbhat

Basbhat - The Audition

(No Youtube video for the song)

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I've been misguided by you, I've been mistreated too. If you think I'm gonna take it, no. Thought you had me tied up by a string. On the side, something I've been wanting. Said you're leaving, but to my defense, I was never alone. And I won't ever let this go. This is the path, the life I chose.

2nd tally for The Audition, 1st tally for Let Me Know

Let Me Know - The Audition

If we're gonna make it, please, you gotta let me know, know. 'Cause I'm gonna take it as far as you're willing to go, go. And why can't we just meet in the middle?

1st tally for Fun., 1st tally for Some Nights

Some Nights - Fun.

Some nights, I wish that this all would end 'cause I could use some friends for a change. And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again. Some nights, I always win, I always win. But, I still wake up, I still see your ghost. Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for. What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know. So, this is it? I sold my soul for this? Washed my hands of that for this? I miss my mom and dad for this? No, when I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are. When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on. Well, that is it, guys, that is all. Five minutes in and I'm bored again. Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands. This one is not for the folks at home. Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go. Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun?

6th tally for The Used, 1st tally for Alone This Holiday

Alone This Holiday - The Used

Maybe light a candle. Don't say a prayer for me. Feel alone, 'cause I'm gone.

43rd tally for All Time Low, 5th tally for Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass

Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass - All Time Low

So sick of calling. You won't telephone me. No, fuck you girl, I'm going out. I gave you my all, but our love hit a wall. Now, I'm jingle bell'ing and everyone's yelling. We'll drink 'til the bars shut us down. Ain't that just what Christmas is all about? And I hope you're happy with yourself, 'cause I'm not laughing. Don't you think it's so damn trashy what you did this holiday? I gave you my heart, you ripped it apart like the wrapping paper trash. So, I wrote you a song, hope that you sing-along. Here it goes. Merry Christmas, bitch, kiss my ass.

14th tally for Sugarcult, 1st tally for Crashing Down

Crashing Down - Sugarcult

I've got nothing that I hide except for what's inside. I keep it all locked up in this prison we call love. I'm suffocating. We come crashing down every time we go this far again. We come tumbling down.

Songs of the Week

Summaries are overrated.  I miss my iPod.  December is probably going to be an interesting month - looking forward to it.

Songs Tally

1st tally for Kanye West, 1st tally for All of the Lights

All of the Lights - Kanye West

If you want it, you can get it for the rest of your life.

4th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Oh Bo

Oh Bo - Bo Burnham

I spot a little Latino, booty so big call it Oprah's ego. We go to it, through it, she says "Dios mia mi amigo!" Pull it out, stick it in your mouth and I bust in the back of ya'. Swallow, bitch, there's people starving in Africa. Single every single day. Do it every single way. Make the single ladies say "Oh, bo." And if I were gay, though I swear, I'm straight, I'd make the fellas say...

5th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for I'm Bo Yo

I'm Bo Yo - Bo Burnham

I'm like Doug's friend Skeeter whenever I meet her 'cause I skeet her so hard you could call her Patty Mayonnaise.

5th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Young

Young - Hollywood Undead

We will fight or we will fall, 'til the angels save us all. We are young, but we have heart. Born in this world as it all falls apart.

6th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Hear Me Now

Hear Me Now - Hollywood Undead

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest. I keep searching for something that I never seem to find, but maybe I won't because I left it all behind. Now, I'm stuck with this and that'll never change. Always a part of me until the very last day. Where to go from here? What road to travel on? I spent my whole life choosing and I always chose wrong. Will I try to have the will to be alive? Will I try because I've never seen the light? Blow it to the ground and it's now you see, you spent your whole life taking the best of me. Where'd you go? Where's your home? How'd you end up all alone? Can you hear me now? There's no light, there's no sound. Hard to breathe when you're underground.

30th tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for About Falling

About Falling - Say Anything

I don't really even care if I'm alone now and I don't really give a damn about falling in love. Falling in love. Body burdened by my heavy heart of stone now.

31st tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for The Futile

The Futile - Say Anything

Shit, nothing makes sense. So, I won't think about it. I'll go with the ignorance. Eat, sleep, fuck and flee - in four words, that's me. I am full of indifference.

32nd tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for Have At Thee!

Have At Thee! - Say Anything

She'll never let me down again. So, I'll go out and get crunk with my friends. My own brand of medicine. Defecate on the lawns of the Barbie's and Ken's. She made me want to take the blade to my skin and tear out the machine she installed from within. I'll blow her love away. She drives me insane.

58th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Even if She Falls

Even If She Falls - Blink-182

Always sharp and cold. Always beautiful. I am such a fool.

59th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Feeling This

Feeling This - Blink-182

This place was never the same again after you came and went. How can you say you meant anything different to anyone standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night we met. Look to the past and remember and smile and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep, but then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you. Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna.

60th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Obvious

Obvious - Blink-182

I saw you again. I know you fucked him again. Can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge? Are you leaving me here with the taste of the end? At times like these, it's obvious.

61st tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Untitled

Untitled - Blink-182

Just as things change, as well my feelings do. In time things rearrange. I am so sick of chasing you. But, what do I get? 'Cause I just seem to lose. You make me regret those times I spent with you and playing those games as I wait for your call. And now I give up, so goodbye and so long.

2nd tally for B.o.B. 1st tally for The Kids

The Kids - B.o.B.

Sometimes it's hard to grow while living in fear of the unknown. How can he ever give love when no love is in his heart? A child can barely see that I do worry about tomorrow and what it beholds. He drowns himself deep down in his sorrow. Will you run or will you share your light? Tell a story of the live and try. See it when we're given hope that we know that we can grow. We're trapped inside the matrix. Forced to play our hand. We're filled with so much hatred, the kids don't stand a chance. I said the kids don't, the kids don't stand, the kids don't stand a chance.

7th tally for Four Year Strong, 5th tally for Fairweather Fan

Fairweather Fan - Four Year Strong

Just give me one, one good reason to forgive you of your treason. You turned your back, you ran away at the first sign of light of a brand new day.

41st tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for The Reckless And The Brave

The Reckless And The Brave - All Time Low

Long live the reckless and the brave. I don't think I want to be saved. My song has not been sung. So, long live us.

16th tally for Childish Gambino, 1st tally for Break (AOTL)

Break (AOTL) - Childish Gambino

You can't go HAM, you's a Jewish nigga.

Songs of the Week

Talk about a debut for Hoodie Allen.

Songs Tally

1st tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for Small Town

Small Town - Hoodie Allen

Grand Theft Auto when your heart like Niko. Trying to meet your mother like I'm Jason Segel.

2nd tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for The Chase is On

The Chase is On - Hoodie Allen

I would rather kick it and do nothing like a mallrat. Never Kel Mitchell, but baby I swear I'm all that.

3rd tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for Passin' Me By in '09

Passin' Me By in '09 - Hoodie Allen

She keeps on passing me by.

4th tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for #WhiteGirlProblems

#WhiteGirlProblems - Hoodie Allen

White girl problems, all over the world. What we gonna do with these girls? Yo, here's some famous people that have them. Taylor Swift got white girl problems. Mandy Moore got white girl problems. Kobe Bryant got white girl problems. Kanye West got white girl problems. Michael Phelps got white girl problems. The cast of Friends got white girl problems. All of y'all got white girl problems.

5th tally for Hoodie Allen, 1st tally for No Faith in Brooklyn

No Faith in Brooklyn - Hoodie Allen

We should take a walk some day, dream about what we could of been. But, I don't wanna leave this place.

4th tally for Kid Cudi, 1st tally for The Prayer

The Prayer - Kid Cudi

All the while, 'til I'm gone, make my words important so if I slip away, if I die today, the last thing you remember won't be about some apple bottom jeans with the boots with the fur.

1st tally for Chingy, 1st tally for Right Thurr

Right Thurr - Chingy

RIP in peace Chingy

1st tally for Mike Jones, 1st tally for Badd

Badd - Mike Jones

I need a dime that's top of the line. Cute face, small waist, and a big behind.

38th tally for All Time Low, 4th tally for Time-Bomb

Time-Bomb - All Time Low

Got my heart in your hands, like a time-bomb ticking. It goes off, we start again. When it breaks, we fix it. Got your heart in my hands, like a time-bomb ticking. We should know better, but we won't let go. It was like a time-bomb set into motion. We knew that we were destined to explode and if I have to pull you out of the wreckage, you know I'm never gonna let you let me go. Like a time-bomb. Gonna lose it, let's defuse it. Baby, we're like a time-bomb, but I need it. Wouldn't have it any other way.

39th tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for A Daydream Away

A Daydream Away - All Time Low

You're just a daydream away, I wouldn't know what to say if I had you and I'll keep you a daydream away. Just watch from a safe place, so I never have to lose.

40th tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for Heroes

Heroes - All Time Low

Not gonna miss you when you're dead and gone. Not gonna talk about you over and over and over. Not gonna file you under latest nostalgia or happily ever after. Not gonna listen to your played-out songs. Don't wanna think about you over and over and over. Not gonna read about the latest fads on your trendy blog. I want nothing to do with that. 'Cause you've made a mess of everything and I'm not listening  You're not a hero, you're a liar. You're not a savior, you're a vampire. Sucking the life out of all the friends you've ever known. You're just a train wreck, not a winner. Up on your soapbox preaching down to the sinners.

1st tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for My Whole Family

My Whole Family - Bo Burnham

My whole family thinks I'm gay. I guess, it's always been that way. Maybe, it's 'cause of the way that I walk, makes them think I like...boys.

2nd tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Words,Words, Words

Words, Words, Words - Bo Burnham

Fucked a girl in an apple orchard then came in cider. I thought AIDS was a butt-virus like conjunction junction conjunctivitis. I spit gold bars 'cause I was molested by my Uncle Midas. Gay days blow pops, another sucker. Oedipus was the first motherfucker.

3rd tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Catholic Rap

Catholic Rap - Bo Burnham

In the back, I sit and I nod to the beats that are bumpin' from my iPod. My God, they're starting to pray and over the music I can hear them say "Dear God, dear Lord. Dear vague muscular man with a beard or a sword." Dear good all seeing being, my way or the highway Yahweh. The blue balled anti-masturbator. The great all-loving faggot hater. I'd like to thank your holy might for making me both rich and white and though this is your day of rest. I come to you with one request. There's so much pain beyond this steeple. Wars and drugs and homeless people. Sadness where there should be joy. Hate and rape and Soulja Boy. A world in darkness needs your light. So, I'm sure your schedule's pretty tight. But, my dog just had surgery, if you could fix that first? Jesus?

57th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Go

Go - Blink-182

Why do evil men get away with it? Can't you see that I'm in a world of shit? Turn your back on hope and go back inside. Stop my bleeding heart and let the engine die. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know.

1st tally for Taylor Swift, 1st tally for We Are Never Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Getting Ever Back TogEver

We Are Never Getting Back Together - Taylor Swift

Something about John Mayer probably