Songs of the Week

Summaries are overrated.  I miss my iPod.  December is probably going to be an interesting month - looking forward to it.

Songs Tally

1st tally for Kanye West, 1st tally for All of the Lights

All of the Lights - Kanye West

If you want it, you can get it for the rest of your life.

4th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for Oh Bo

Oh Bo - Bo Burnham

I spot a little Latino, booty so big call it Oprah's ego. We go to it, through it, she says "Dios mia mi amigo!" Pull it out, stick it in your mouth and I bust in the back of ya'. Swallow, bitch, there's people starving in Africa. Single every single day. Do it every single way. Make the single ladies say "Oh, bo." And if I were gay, though I swear, I'm straight, I'd make the fellas say...

5th tally for Bo Burnham, 1st tally for I'm Bo Yo

I'm Bo Yo - Bo Burnham

I'm like Doug's friend Skeeter whenever I meet her 'cause I skeet her so hard you could call her Patty Mayonnaise.

5th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Young

Young - Hollywood Undead

We will fight or we will fall, 'til the angels save us all. We are young, but we have heart. Born in this world as it all falls apart.

6th tally for Hollywood Undead, 1st tally for Hear Me Now

Hear Me Now - Hollywood Undead

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest. I keep searching for something that I never seem to find, but maybe I won't because I left it all behind. Now, I'm stuck with this and that'll never change. Always a part of me until the very last day. Where to go from here? What road to travel on? I spent my whole life choosing and I always chose wrong. Will I try to have the will to be alive? Will I try because I've never seen the light? Blow it to the ground and it's now you see, you spent your whole life taking the best of me. Where'd you go? Where's your home? How'd you end up all alone? Can you hear me now? There's no light, there's no sound. Hard to breathe when you're underground.

30th tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for About Falling

About Falling - Say Anything

I don't really even care if I'm alone now and I don't really give a damn about falling in love. Falling in love. Body burdened by my heavy heart of stone now.

31st tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for The Futile

The Futile - Say Anything

Shit, nothing makes sense. So, I won't think about it. I'll go with the ignorance. Eat, sleep, fuck and flee - in four words, that's me. I am full of indifference.

32nd tally for Say Anything, 1st tally for Have At Thee!

Have At Thee! - Say Anything

She'll never let me down again. So, I'll go out and get crunk with my friends. My own brand of medicine. Defecate on the lawns of the Barbie's and Ken's. She made me want to take the blade to my skin and tear out the machine she installed from within. I'll blow her love away. She drives me insane.

58th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Even if She Falls

Even If She Falls - Blink-182

Always sharp and cold. Always beautiful. I am such a fool.

59th tally for Blink-182, 3rd tally for Feeling This

Feeling This - Blink-182

This place was never the same again after you came and went. How can you say you meant anything different to anyone standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night we met. Look to the past and remember and smile and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep, but then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you. Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna.

60th tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Obvious

Obvious - Blink-182

I saw you again. I know you fucked him again. Can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge? Are you leaving me here with the taste of the end? At times like these, it's obvious.

61st tally for Blink-182, 1st tally for Untitled

Untitled - Blink-182

Just as things change, as well my feelings do. In time things rearrange. I am so sick of chasing you. But, what do I get? 'Cause I just seem to lose. You make me regret those times I spent with you and playing those games as I wait for your call. And now I give up, so goodbye and so long.

2nd tally for B.o.B. 1st tally for The Kids

The Kids - B.o.B.

Sometimes it's hard to grow while living in fear of the unknown. How can he ever give love when no love is in his heart? A child can barely see that I do worry about tomorrow and what it beholds. He drowns himself deep down in his sorrow. Will you run or will you share your light? Tell a story of the live and try. See it when we're given hope that we know that we can grow. We're trapped inside the matrix. Forced to play our hand. We're filled with so much hatred, the kids don't stand a chance. I said the kids don't, the kids don't stand, the kids don't stand a chance.

7th tally for Four Year Strong, 5th tally for Fairweather Fan

Fairweather Fan - Four Year Strong

Just give me one, one good reason to forgive you of your treason. You turned your back, you ran away at the first sign of light of a brand new day.

41st tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for The Reckless And The Brave

The Reckless And The Brave - All Time Low

Long live the reckless and the brave. I don't think I want to be saved. My song has not been sung. So, long live us.

16th tally for Childish Gambino, 1st tally for Break (AOTL)

Break (AOTL) - Childish Gambino

You can't go HAM, you's a Jewish nigga.

Songs of the Week

Angels & Airwaves fucking dominated my life the past few days.  Tom DeLonge's voice just has a way of making life seem less hectic, I guess.

Songs Tally

2nd tally for Motion City Soundtrack, 2nd tally for The Future Freaks Me Out

The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack

Betty, I need you. I miss you. I'm so alone without you to call up on the weekends with my cellular phone. Betty, it's so hard to relate to the whole human race. I don't know where to begin, I don't know where to begin. If we can both find a way to do the things that we say, we might not sit in our rooms and drink our daydreams away. Betty, I'm a dreamer. I'm not a vicious schemer. Oh, Betty, won't you - ah, fuck it.

4th tally for Jay-Z and Kanye West, 2nd tally for HAM

HAM - Jay-Z and Kanye West

I'm about to go HAM. Hard as a motherfucker...these...am.

1st tally for Jonathan Coulton, 1st tally for Re: Your Brains

Re: Your Brains - Jonathan Coulton

All we wanna do is eat your brains. We're not unreasonable, I mean, no one's gonna eat your eyes.

1st tally for Rob Zombie, 1st tally for Living Dead Girl

Living Dead Girl - Rob Zombie

I don't understand a single lyric to this song.  I just like it.

1st tally for LMFAO, 1st tally for Party Rock

Party Rock - LOL

Party rock is in the house tonight.  Something something have a real good time.

7th tally for Jack's Mannequin, 1st tally for La La Lie

La La Lie - Jack's Mannequin

Guess what, I'm done writing you songs. You'll give up your job at the bank, proving money's not fun when you're gone. So, this is the first verse, it's not very long but I'm ready to move on. Guess what, I'm done writing your book. The ending got twisted around but for all the hell that it took. The electrical wires, they'll hum in the walls in the room that I rent now without you. I've got friends who la la lie.

41st tally for A Day to Remember, 7th tally for Better Off This Way

Better Off This Way - A Day to Remember

My whole life's spent waiting, ever since I can remember been anticipating your fall and God let it be a long one. Can't let go of my grudge 'til I know you're done. When you fall I'll be the only one who looks away. When you call I'll be the first to tell you I can't stay.

53rd tally for Blink-182, 2nd tally for Reckless Abandon

Reckless Abandon - Blink-182

On and on, reckless abandon. Something's wrong, this is gonna shock them. Nothing to hold on to. We'll use this song to lead you on and break the truth with more bad news. We left a scar size - extra large.

15th tally for Childish Gambino, 5th tally for Not Going Back

Not Going Back - Childish Gambino

I refuse to go back to not liking who I was.

11th tally for The Lonely Island, 2nd tally for 3 Way (The Golden Rule)

3 Way (The Golden Rule) - The Lonely Island

It's not gay when it's in a 3 way. With a honey in the middle there's some leeway.

4th tally for Powerspace, 4th tally for Sleep, Everyone...

Sleep, Everyone... - Powerspace

With so little sleep, at least you'd think I'd find some peace in my dreams, in my dreams. But, my mind still winds up on the same thing. The same scene. The same themes. 'Cause it's all stuck in my subconscious, built up from every day. So, I'm stuck with these nightmares where you're gone and so far away. And when I wake up, I realize that everything's still wrong. I'm still here and you're still gone. It's not fair. 'Cause either way I spin it, separation seems so wrong. These breaks are far too long for me.

28th tally for Say Anything, 2nd tally for Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too

Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too - Say Anything

Know that you will be my downfall, but I call and I call and I call.

5th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 2nd tally for The Adventure

The Adventure - Angels & Airwaves

I wanna have the same last dream again. The one where I wake up and I'm alive.

6th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 1st tally for Everything's Magic

Everything's Magic - Angels & Airwaves

Do you ever feel like you're alone? And do you ever wish you'd be unknown? I can say that I have, I can say that I have. And do you ever feel things here aren't right? And do you ever feel the time slip by. I can say that I have.

7th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 1st tally for Surrender

Surrender - Angels & Airwaves

There is a place to hide. It's in our minds, it's in the dark. It's well known that we have a fragile heart. It's deep inside, it has a sound that you can follow. You feel like you hit a wall, but you survive. And it was hard for you to swallow, I've been to that place before. In spite of luck, when you awake, a new tomorrow  I, I will not surrender.

8th tally for Angels & Airwaves, 1st tally for Distraction

Distraction - Angels & Airwaves

I'll be your distraction.

Songs of the Week

I haven't got a clue why there's so much rap this week, but I guess that's how it works out sometimes.  Very interesting week, tons of reflecting upon stuff like I'm prone to do.  Fairweather Fan has quickly become a go to song for my bonding time with my iPod.  And back-to-back weeks featuring Green Day, which I'm happy to see from an old favorite of mine.  Jay-Z, Brand New, All Time Low, Four Year Strong, Green Day, Kanye West, Troop 41, Against Me!, Mayday Parade, and Kid Cudi all in one week.  Yep, I'm totez normal.

Songs Tally

20th tally for Mayday Parade, 1st tally for Get Up

Get Up - Mayday Parade

I can't get Chicago off my mind.

24th tally for All Time Low, 1st tally for The Irony of Choking on a Lifesaver

The Irony of Choking on a Lifesaver - All Time Low

Stop fucking around with my emotions.  I like you better when you're numb.  I'm sick and tired of false devotion.  Devote yourself to moving on or suck it up and let it go.  But, you're always out to get me.  You're the snake hidden in my daffodils when I'm picking flowers.  That's just my luck these days.  Why can't you just be happy for me?  You're the break lines failing as my car swerves off the freeway, it kind of feels like sabotage.

12th tally for Brand New, 1st tally for Mixtape

 Mixtape - Brand New

When I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you'd grow up.  This is the first song for your mixtape, it's short just like your temper, but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool.

13th tally for Brand New, 1st tally for Failure by Design

Failure by Design - Brand New

I walk myself picking at the chip on my shoulder.  I'm another day late and one year older.  It's failure by design.

5th tally for Four Year Strong, 3rd tally for Fairweather Fan

Fairweather Fan - Four Year Strong

I know it's only a matter of time before my luck runs out, 'cause I know it's only a matter of luck before my time runs out.

1st tally for Kid Cudi, 1st tally for Pursuit of Happiness

Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi

I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold.  I'll be fine, once I get it, I'll be good.

3rd tally for Jay-Z and Kanye West, 1st tally for H•A•M

H•A•M - Jay-Z and Kanye West

Fuck y'all mad at me for?  You don't even know what I've been through.  I play chicken with a Mac truck.  Y'all motherfuckers woulda been moved.  I swam waters with great whites, y'all motherfuckers woulda been chewed.  I hustle with vultures late nights, y'all motherfuckers woulda been food.

10th tally for Green Day, 1st tally for Kill the DJ

Kill the DJ - Green Day

Someone kill the DJ, shoot the fucking DJ.  Hold him underwater until the motherfucker drowns.

1st tally for Troop 41, 1st tally for Do the John Wall

Do the John Wall - Troop 41

Everybody do the John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall, John Wall.

1st tally for Against Me!, 1st tally for I Was a Teenage Anarchist

I Was a Teenage Anarchist - Against Me!

Do you remember when you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire?

Song(s) of the Day(s)

I've really been into listening to whiny pop punk songs complaining about how shitty people are lately.  That and Niggas In Paris, because, like, I ball hard.  Consistently.

Song of the Day Tally

14th tally for Simple Plan, 3rd tally for Thank You

Thank You - Simple Plan

Thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted.

2nd tally for Jay-Z and Kanye West - 2nd tally for Niggas In Paris

Niggas In Paris - Jay-Z and Kanye West

Ball so hard motherfuckers wanna fine me.

30th tally for A Day to Remember, 2nd tally for If I Leave

If I Leave - A Day to Remember

In the beginning, I was up front.  Nothing to think about, you'd always hear me out.  We made a pact to never give up.  When everything would change, we'd always stay the same.  Something went wrong along the way, you'd come around and there's nothing left to say.  It's like we're strangers, anyway.  What more could you ask of me?  It's been a long time coming, but everyone's gonna hear me now.  If I leave, bet you'll wish I'd stayed.  Make you regret all the things you said to me.

7th tally for Green Day, 1st tally for American Idiot

American Idiot - Green Day

Maybe I'm the faggot America.  I'm not a part of a redneck agenda.

Song of the Day

I went to more bars tonight than I have been in 21 years of my existence.

Song of the Day Tally

1st tally for Jay-Z and Kanye West, 1st tally for Niggas in Paris

Niggas in Paris - Jay-Z and Kanye West

Ball so hard, motherfuckers wanna fine me.