Did you ever get the feeling that you were all alone and no one ever knew you and you never had a home? And the lights and the colors do their best to distract you. Fuck you. I don't even know why I like you. It's all a blur.
I've been trying so hard just to keep away and now look where I am standing at today. Trying so hard to walk away, but it's impossible to watch you fade away.
Did you ever stop believing after all was said and done? When you turned to your friends but they were long gone. And the sky and the snapshots remind you. I trust you and I'm always going to miss you.
Every time I see you look at me, I see those distant eyes and your looks are fading. Every time you're next to me, I want to talk and feel like we used to. 'Cause everybody knows and everybody cares until they're walking in my shoes. And now I know it's you that I cannot lose.
It's all a blur and I owe you. You can take it all. When I call, pick up the phone like you used to. It's all a blur, like a picture, it's all a blur. You're just a blur!
Trying, dying so hard. I've been denying that I'm not scarred. I've been crying, lying so far, but it's impossible to fill this space. Impossible to take your place. Impossible to watch you fade away.
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